wooooah

So yesterday was a kickass day and today sucked...both for the same reason. Yesterday, I was at a starbucks with my brother, his girlfriend, and my niece. I was dressed like a complete bum, straight outta bed I went there. In walked a very nice looking girl, just my type. She was dark haired, light eyed, and dressed casual but sexy...love it. My brother's gf pointed out that she had checked me out when she came in, I chalked that up to them trying to boost my confidence (why I need any more confidence I don't know though). Then my brother told me to look over...double beamage. She was eyeing me hard and it was a beautiful thing. Here's a straight 8 pushing 9, checking me out hard...but with my niece there, I felt a bit wrong trying to get a number. Whatever, I let her pass, there're plenty of girls out there and if I can get those looks without trying...I'm feeling like I can bag anyone...Fast forward to today.

I'm walking home from work on a miserable day out. I've got a solid hike through the streets of NY to get to the bus terminal when I see a dude. We're talking a dude with a sleeveless and some too tight jeans on. I recognized this guy...I saw him cross dressed walking up the block a couple of times. This guy gave me the exact same eyes that the girl from yesterday did. This time I wasn't beaming though, I just sorta felt violated. Now I know why girls get so damn uncomfortable. I was completely intimidated. Practically sprinted to my bus from there...which I actually missed to make matters worse. So basically, yesterday and today...a lot alike...except today was horrible and yesterday was great!

What's up

I'm remi...this is my first blog...I've never done this before. Anyway, I don't have any idea if anyone will actually check for this or if it'll be any good. As far as I'm concerned, this is just a way to pass the time. Comments would be welcomed, prolly keep me writing.

So anyway, a quick intro to who I am...
. I'm 20 years old, and I'm a college student
. I play soccer for a Division II school
. I'm an English major and I want to be a writer, I write poetry, short stories, articles, everything.
. I work in NYC, live in NJ...so I see a lot of crazy shit.
. I'm obsessed with music, sports, and strangely enough philosophy
. If you've read this far, you're bored...man up it'll be better tomorrow when I'm not running through the motions
. My family is kind of crazy (One brother's a rapper, one brother's a tattoo artist, one sister wants to do that "flip that house" stuff, and I have another somewhat normal sister...They have 7 children between the four of them...there's always something going on)
. You'll figure out my personality within a few stories I'm sure.